A NEW BEGINNING

    No need for enemies, no need to fight

   I want to unveil the curtains as to fully see the light

   We have been blinded by veils of deception and secrecy our whole lives,

   Under the guise of protection, under the pretense of shelter from this thing we call reality, from the harsh existence of this world

  As we are all surrounded by forced falsities and plastic niceties

   Naturally it will take time to trust anew, believe in ourselves,  have confidence again

   While your veils may unfold quickly and hastily, it may take time to truly heal and mend the shattered remnants of your soul

   Underneath the cloaks of illusory existence exists a lost and hopeless soul

   A pure, and innocent being, stripped naked, detesting the false fronts and superficial lies

   A child still alive and thriving underneath it all

   Yearning to be released from bondage, longing to finally be set free

   A strength that you still have yet to uncover, just waiting patiently and longing to be discovered

   We need to stop hurting at the hands and words of others

   We are obliged and innately driven to show unhindered compassion towards one another

   As the wallls of disillusionment slowly dissipate and dissolve,

   Suddenly we are no longer able to see any lines of division, any walls of separation

   An inevitable process this is

   For some, it will transpire and transmute in a very short and miraculous time

   For others, this process may unfold over a longer evolutionary process

   As you open your eyes with no preconceived judgements, as you gaze into our sun,

   It will become blatantly apparent, that in essence we are all ONE

   Let go of all negativity, release any self defeating ideas,  and demolish all forms of hate

   Your arch nemesis called Fear and his sidekick called Judgement mustalso be banished far, far away

   We all have the inborn longing for a better way of life

   To live in perfect alignment with the spark of divinity which resides within us....

   That is our God -given birthright

   We must settle for nothing less,  as we all desire to embrace ourselves fully

   Pushing ourselves to the limits, keeping those big dreams

   Not dreams inspired by fame, materialism or glory,

   But rather for inner development, preserving and cultivating our knowledge 

   Knowing that we always have so much learning and expanding to look forward to,  never settling for any limitations, conclusions or finalities

   As this is ALWAYS a New Beginning,  always moving closer and closer to the light

Rebirth and Revival

   Sitting stationary as the ethers of the mystic swirl fervently around me
   Increasing the awareness of my surroundings,
   My senses protruding like non obstructed radio antennas
   My brain waves ebbing and flowing, undulating frequencies
   Dissasemblance and reassemblance of self,
   Disintegration and reintegration of self
   I long to burn off all layers of falsities, I strive to die so that I can truly live
   Bending the bars of my prison, breaking free from the self created chains that bind
   Dissolving all illusions of space and time
   Searching and scanning this dimensional realm for others whose hearts bleed with light
   On a quest for the brightest dawn after the darkest of nights
   I open my eyes to see with my second sight
   Truths begin unveiling themselves, unraveling and unfolding before me
   A spiritual force I notice at work in the background, working silently and diligently to transmute and transform me
   My walls are tumbling down as my heart breaks wide open
   All deluded misconceptions and false realities effortlessly being broken
    I throw aside all hindrances, no longer am I stifled
    It's time to surrender to rebirth and revival

Samadhi

   When we are able to come out of our perspective of our individual existence in a body, we can collapse our identities and merge into singularity, into God consciousness. Where we can truly experience oneness and die a material death, being spiritually reborn into a realm of blended energies, no duality or polarities, our inner sanctuary of samadhi.
We must shake off our expectations, prior conceptions and identifications. We must remove our perception deception tinted glasses, recede into nothingness, merge into oneness. We all have that spark of divinity within us, beckoning us to pick up our flint and steel, transmute that spark into an eng

ulfing and all encompassing flame. The spark of divinity can dispel all darkness, remove all obstacles, lift all veils of illusion. We must journey to our atman - our true selves. Destined we are to return home, likened to an undeniable magnetic pull towards truth. The main focus of our lives, the most important aspect of our existence, should be to better know our true selves, to move towards achievement of samadhi. ..

Love Hurts

   Inspiration is creeping up like clouds in a boundless sky

   I'm resisting the urge to cower in a corner and cry

   There's so much more to life than meets the eye

   I find solace in the menagerie of the moonlit sky

   Why does melancholy ache so bad?

   You're the only truth I've ever known, the only love I've ever truly had

   My heart needs stitching,  needs to mend

   I'll write a letter to you but will never actually send

   This hurts so bad, my aching heart is severed

  I wish I could let go, but I'll love him forever

TO:MY TWIN FLAME

   This divine thing that we have between us can only be described as interstellar and sublime.  To even begin to try to comprehend and explain the innermost and unfathomable depths of my heart and my feelings I feel for you is in no way able to be described in words. I know that I would only be able to physically show you when we are finally together, through eye contact physically and demonstrative acts of love, and it's a challenging job though through just written or spoken words.     

   You make my heart soar, set it ablaze,  to undesirable heights and you burn like a fire inside of my spiritual temple which is what encompasses my soul. You have helped to have the complete confidence in the blatantly true, intense, spiritual love that cannot be explained in any way with normal comprehension. 

   I just ask that you can find the courage to put your true faith in me - in Us - because what we have is otherworldly and absolutely attainable and sustainable.                    

   My love, you are more than the mere words  "soulmate", I can not even attempt to describe what you are to me. You are my twin flame, my other half , my strengths where I am weak and my hope when I am desolate and in despair. I really hope that I can do the same for you as you have done over and over again for me and I wouldn't trade all of the pain in the world at any time that I have experienced in this relationship to trade it in for a life without you, my partner for life.

   Words like "I love you" don't even seem like enough.  I would shout it out to the world to profess my deep love, respect, and compassion that I hold dearly for you. Just in saying that I am beyond feeling blessed that I have finally found my other spiritual half, I will always think of ways that I can express it more. I do believe that we have manifested each other and it is overwhelmingly breathtaking.  I so look forward to going through this journey called life with you, I would be and already am, so honoured to be the love of your life as well.

Never Compromise Your Soul

   I have been wanting to write this one for awhile, I believe that we all must take heed to this message. Everyone, every person, music, television show, movie...everything that we consciously  choose to surround ourselves with is going to vibrate at a certain level, a certain frequency. If we are choosing low frequency people to surround ourselves with, it can be very detrimental to our state of mind.

   We need to practice self love and in aquiring that, we can love ourselves enough to never sacrifice our inner peace to appease another by resigning to spend our time with them. We are good enough, we do deserve to be happy.

   I have gotten myself into situations with people that I have known can only bring me down and then have gotten angry with  myself for agreeing to spend time with them because I was scared of hurting their feelings or didn't want them to feel lonely. That's never a good mind space to be in.

   Something that I thoroughly enjoy now more than ever, is my own solitude. I enjoy myself and love myself now more than ever. It's quite difficult to find people that truly unconditionally love you and vibrate at a high frequency, who will encourage positive growth and learning, and who appreciate the beautiful being that you are.

   All I can say is that anything that brings us down, anything that does not serve us positively, does not belong in our mind space. We must nurture our soul and our soul is the one thing we can't compromise. ..

Randomness and Non-Dissonance

I have come to a recent epiphany about life due to some recent multiple personal experiences.  I have come to the conclusion that if i have any rules, schedules,  or dissonance to doing something that doesn't feel comfortable or familiar or habit, I am truly denying myself of some very important feelings and experiences. I have recently agreed to do things, try things,  engage in things that I was originally in resistance to. After reluctantly accepting these other ideas and paths, I have come to the conclusion that I sincerely and surprisingly enjoyed these alternate activities immensely, random, non conventional to myself activities or paths have ultimately ended up making me feel so grateful that I did it, made me feel so alive and carefree. Don't place so many rules and standards on your life and you just may be refreshingly surprised and enlightened! !!!!!